» John Green (via 24RIBS)
Monday, August 15, 2011
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Do you ever wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you? …I always wonder about that. If people could see me the way i see myself—if they could live in my memories—would anyone, anyone, love me?
» John Green (via 24RIBS)
» John Green (via 24RIBS)
Sunday, August 14, 2011
I want to write something insightful, something with meaning, with purpose. Something, that someone somewhere will read and say that is beautiful. But I can't, I am far too tired, but far too awake. I loathe the feeling I get when my eyes close long before my brain does. I lay awake for hours just waiting for something, someone to knock on my window and tell me something. Whisk me away into the stars, to watch a constellation circus. Maybe I am half mad, according to Alice in Wonderland, all the best people are. Does that mean I am a best person? Maybe it does maybe it doesn't. I like to treat each day like its an adventure. At this moment in life I am happy. I can't find one thing I don't like about myself. I love who I am, who I am turning out to be. Right now, I am me, I am who I am or I yam who I yam as Popeye would say. Speaking of Popeye, I feel that I am beyond my years, I am an old lady wrapped in a teenagers body. I talked about Popeye just the other day, and one of my friend's (granted she is niave) said "Who's that?" How do you not know who Popeye is??
I would rather be loved....
There is a question that surfaces around the internet every so often, and I always choose the same answer, no matter how many times I think about it, or try to choose the other answer.
"If you could only choose one, which would you choose, be with the one you loved, or the one who loved you?"
I believe it is safe to assume the one you love is not the one who loves you. I would like to get all of my thoughts out about this. I would choose to be loved rather than to have the one I love. What use is it to have the one you love in your grasp, when they don't want to be there. How could you hold the one you love in a cage, when you know they don't love you? If you really love someone you will let them go, because it is what makes them happy. Love is not a first sight thing, Disney is wrong. Love is an aquired trait, something you learn over time. I could learn to love someone, over the years. I would rather make someone else happy than myself.
"If you could only choose one, which would you choose, be with the one you loved, or the one who loved you?"
I believe it is safe to assume the one you love is not the one who loves you. I would like to get all of my thoughts out about this. I would choose to be loved rather than to have the one I love. What use is it to have the one you love in your grasp, when they don't want to be there. How could you hold the one you love in a cage, when you know they don't love you? If you really love someone you will let them go, because it is what makes them happy. Love is not a first sight thing, Disney is wrong. Love is an aquired trait, something you learn over time. I could learn to love someone, over the years. I would rather make someone else happy than myself.
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